Revealing All the Essence of Things

Have you ever had the feeling of getting lost in life because you have revealed the essence of everything you are seeing and experiencing in your life at the moment and it suddenly feels weird to you that you have seen it? I definitely have had this feeling for quite a bit now and its quite weird. We often value it when one can see through the faint piece of fabric that covers the essence and actual meaning of certain things in life, however, when we actually see the meaning, things lose their fun and the deeper meaning of their existence.

For example, someone says something that opposes another person's view, but the public knows that they oppose their point of view, so what is the meaning of that person actually saying it out loud? It may be that this will make their point more firm and make more people know that that is their stance, however, if we truly dig deep into the deep essence of things, all of this can be seen through all of the chaos and noise. (Don't know if this is making sense to you guys but hopefully my point is being understood). Thus, why am I talking to you guys about this?

When you really look into the deep essence of things, things simply get ugly. The perfect words to describe this is ugly. There is no better word. The true motivations and origins of the meaning of why the existence of life is present is ugly. If we really look into it, our current perceptions of life is dependent on our motivations and motivations are dependent on our values and our values depend on our desires. Which means, if one of our desires is money, every single thing we do and choice we make in our lives is for more money. Period. Nothing more. However, we like to make things sound fancy in humanity, and fortunately (or unfortunately for some) we hide our true motivations within a box that has fancy purposes that decorates it. So, for example, for businesses, a lot of the times the purpose of making money is not being explicitly stated, but other purposes are being stated to cover it, which makes me feel like this world is kinda weird.

I know, I am so naive and everyone in this whole wide world knows this. However, if we see through the essence of things in everything we do in our everyday life, life gets so, i don't know, weird I guess?

Let me know about some of your ideas on this, and let's see if we can find a solution to this.